There have been lots of words but they seem best suited for the ears of the One who knows me best. So we talk.
I feel and think a lot of things that don't really fit in this modern, fast pace, suburban, I need more of this and that world. I pack it back in a box; put it on a shelf and live and move and breath like the rest.
In the quiet I return to my thoughts and I wrestle with desires that just don't quit. I plan them, perfect them and strive to be them by morn.
The sun breaks; then reality, fatigue, chronic pain, schedules and lists take over. I struggle when I face parenting head-on and sometimes I just don't have all the answers and I do it wrong.
It defeats me and my God-Sized Dreams are tucked away for another day. Dreams that have been born out of living, loving, and losing. Longings that have been a long time coming. Something more than nine to five.
With trepidation I step out, but wait for proper timing, His.
But I feel it near, that the time is coming to leap.
Delight yourself in the Lord, And He will give you the desires of your heart.
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